片名：李.米勒
我们不能停下。快走！ We have to move. Come on!
炸弹爆炸。士兵们遭到枪击。 Bombs blasted. Soldiers were shot.
是的。我知道这些事情，会在战争中发生。 Yes. I expect those things. would happen in a war.
如果你啥都知道， Well, if you know,
那我就没理由，继续回答你提的问题了。 then no reason for me，to keep answering your questions.
你有回答过吗？ 我可能没听到。 Did you answer one? I must've missed it.
你想从中得到什么？ What do you expect to get from this?
“从中得到”吗？ "Get from this"?
如果你觉得这个问题很难回答， If you think that's a difficult question,
你可能得重新考虑一下，你在新闻业的未来了。 you might want to reconsider your future in journalism.
我很好奇。 I'm curious.
这从来都不是什么好兆头。 That never bodes well.
也许对你来说，也一样。 Well, maybe for you.
你这是在“小题大做”。 You're making a big deal out of nothing.
它们只是照片而已。 They're just pictures.
我不这样看。 I don't believe that.
它们背后一定有故事。 There must be stories behind them.
这很重要吗？ Why does it matter?
它们应该被世人所知。 They should be heard.
你不想让全世界都知道你吗？ Don't you want the world to know about you?
这不就是你去那里的原因吗？ Well, isn't that why you went there?
你以为我奔赴战场，是为了让人们知道我的名字吗？ You think I went to war so people would know my name?
我没那么说。 我想你说了。 I didn't say that. I think you did.
我不是想审问你。 I'm not trying to interrogate you.
所有的采访，都是审讯。 All interviews are interrogations.
不过是善意的而已。 The good ones, anyway.
这些都发表过吗？ Were all of these published?
有些是。 但不是全部？ Some were. But not all?
我能得到什么？ What do I get?
你这话是什么意思？ What do you mean?
我告诉你，关于这些照片的事。 I tell you about these pictures.
我给你讲述，我所有的故事。 I give you all of my stories.
我能得到什么回报？ What do I get in return?
有必要这么像“做交易”吗？ Does it have to be so transactional?
嗯，这就是生活。 Well, that's what life is.
如果你告诉我一个，关于你的故事，我就告诉你一个，关于我的故事。 I'll tell you a story about me，if you'll tell me a story about you.
好的。 Fine.
我当过模特，我是艺术家眼中的“女神”，我曾是天真少女。 I'd been the model, I'd been the muse, I'd been the ingenue.
但我受够了这一切。 But I was done with all of that.
我偏好喝酒、做爱和摄影。 I was good at drinking, having sex and taking pictures.
我尽我所能，去做这三件事。 And I did all three as much as I could.
生活，就是寻欢作乐。 Life was fun.
拿只龙虾，挂在你右耳上，就好像，你在和情人打电话。 Take thelobster,put it to your right ear,as if you were on the telephone with you lover.
很美，很美了，太美了。 Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful.
太棒了。 That's great.
你觉得我们离开后，他们会争吵几次？ How many arguments do you think they've had since we left?
你觉得他们真的起床了吗？ You think they actually got out of bed?
你们好吗？ Hello?
不。他可不是“疯子”。 No. He's not a "lunatic".
他工于心计。心怀邪恶。他不会长久的。 He's calculated. Evil. And he won't last.
但德国民众似乎很喜欢他。 But the Germans seem to love him.
可法国人不像那样。 Well, the French do not.
法兰西万岁，我的爱人。 午餐来了。 - Vive la France, mon amour. Lunch is served.
辛苦了。过来一起坐。 Bravo. Come sit.
多谢。 Merci.
莫谈政治。 Please, no more politics.
我在想，我们今晚喝鸡尾酒前，应该先去游个泳。 So, I was thinking, we should swim before cocktails this evening.
好主意，我同意。 Wonderful. I agree.
但说实在的， But seriously,
法国不会纵容他的想法，我们会采取行动反对他。 France will not stand for his ideas, we will move against him.
如果失败了，英国人会再次来救你们的。 And when that fails, England will be ready to ride to your rescue once more.
啊。 亲爱的，你终于来了！ Ah. Darling, you're here!
我们本打算派出搜救队，去找你的。 We were going to send out a search party.
英国人喜欢吹嘘自己，拯救了世界。 The English love to brag about saving the day.
但他们的拯救，你要等到最后一秒种。 It helps that you usually wait until the last second.
罗兰。你好。 Roland. Hi
罗兰。欢迎你。 Roland. Welcome.
这难道是一次可怕的长途旅行吗？ Was it a hideously long journey?
是说从卡西斯来吗？ From Cassis?
当然是从伦敦啦。 From London, of course.
我被堵在一辆农夫车的后面了。 I got stuck behind a farmer.
你认识罗兰，对吧？ You know Roland, don't you?
如果我认识，我会喜欢上他吗？ If I did, would I like him?
他很有魅力。 He's quite charming.
那我们继续这样的引荐，我就不会觉得无聊了？ Mm. So I won't get bored，if we continue with this introduction?
我不信。 I doubt it.
他的画廊，在卖你的“酥胸”和“美臀”。 His art gallery is selling your tits and ass.
卖多少钱？ How much?
哦。我能自我表白吗？ Oh. I get to speak for myself?
但显然，我们定价不够高。 But clearly not priced high enough.
太畅销了。 Sold far too quickly.
我真希望，它们能多留些时间，在我店里。 I'd like to have held onto them longer.
这点像我，从不在一个地方过多逗留。 Suits me. I never did like to hang around.
你没听说吗？所有当过模特的，都是这样。 Haven't you heard? That's what all ex-models do.
他们环游世界，假装成一个有情趣的人。 They travel the world and pretend to be someone interesting.
你呢？为什么我不认识你？ What about you? Why don't I know you?
我嘛，不是特别重要。 Well, I'm not particularly important.
我只是兜售他们的商品。 I just peddle their wares.
如果你没那么重要， Well, if you're not that important,
也许你应该减少付你的佣金？ maybe you should cut your commission?
我日夜为你工作，我亲爱的雇主。 I work night and day for you, my dear man.
噢。 Oh.
你看起来不像是日夜工作的人。 You don't look like someone who works night and day.
你的手上沾了颜料， And there's paint on your hands,
所以，我猜你也是个艺术家。 so I assume you're also an artist.
我看你不洗掉它， I see you don't wash it off,
是因为，你想让大家知道吗？ is that because you want people to know?
或者，你把它留在手上，因为，你需要让自己自信，你是个艺术家？ Or do you leave it there because you need to convince yourself that you are?
你先自己倒酒，然后再问主人，可不可以。 And you pour your own wine before asking the host if you could.
我敢打赌，在你进门之前，英国任何一个豪门大族的成员，都知道你的名字。 I'll bet the members of any major family in England know your name before you walk through the door.
你是权贵子弟， You're part of the establishment,
而你讨厌这点。 and you hate that.
我说对了吗？ Am I right?
我家是贵格会教徒。算不上权势集团。 My lot are Quakers. Not exactly establishment.
但在其他方面嘛... But otherwise...
她能看穿我们所有人。 She can see us all.
我可以喝了吗？ Can I have a go?
请吧。 - Please.
喝了就交好运！ Good luck with that!
嗯。你嘛... Hmm. You...
出身中产阶级， grew up staunchly middle class,
这意味着，你在富人眼里是穷人，在穷人眼里，你是富人， which means you were poor for the rich people and rich for the poor people,
所以，你觉得自己，两边都不沾。 so you feel you never fitted in either.
你习惯了，别人看你一眼，就想入非非。 You're used to people getting distracted just by looking at you.
你已经学会使用它了。 You've learned to use that.
这让你比大多数人聪明。 Which makes you cleverer than most.
你不喜欢任何质疑你的人， You dislike anyone who questions you,
特别是，当你知道，你错了的时候。 especially when you know you're wrong.
而你有秘密。 And you have secrets.
还很多... Many...
但你从不跟人说。 that you'll never share.
我从来不会错。 I'm never wrong.
这才我们的李。 That's our Lee.
我也可以自己倒酒。 And I can pour my own wine, too.
- - 干杯！ Salute!
我认识你的时间，几乎和我认识让的时间一样长。 I've known you almost as long as I've known Jean.
我也同样爱你。 And I love you nearly as much.
我们会想你的。 We miss you.
和我们一起回巴黎吧。 Come back to Paris with us.
在巴黎，我会失去自我的。 I don't know who I am in Paris any more.
问题是， The question is,
你现在想成为谁，李·米勒？ who do you want to be now, Lee Miller?
那你又打算为此，做些什么呢？ And what are you going to do about that?
我看过你的作品。 I've seen your work, you know.
不就是奶子和屁股嘛， Tits and ass,
我记得住。 I remember.
不，我是说你真正的作品， No, I mean your real work,
你的摄影作品。 your photographic work.
你真是令人印象深刻。 You're really very impressive.
谢谢你夸奖。 Thank you.
我宁可去拍照，也不想... I'd rather take a picture than...
成为一张照片。 be one.
你介意，我进屋去吗？ Do you mind if I come in?
你才认识我四个小时。 You've known me for four hours.
想像一下，我五个小时后，能知道些什么。 Just imagine what I could know after five.
罗兰？ Roland?
啊。 Ah.
你好。 Hello.
早上好。 Morning.
我们在打赌，今天什么时候能见到你。 We were taking bets on what time we'd see you today.
嗯。谁赢了？ Mm. Who won?
你猜。 Guess.
他比我想像的，要保守得多。 Well, he's much less square than I would've thought.
啊，他还活着。 早上好。 Ah, he lives. Morning.
勉强醒来。 Barely.
早。 早。 Morning. Morning.
我可以用吗？ May I?
请吧。 Please.
现在看这里。 Now look here.
如果我从台阶上摔下来，跌死了， If I fall down these steps and die,
一定要说我的好话。 be sure to say nice things about me.
别让曼·雷继续他的咆哮。 Don't let Man Ray go on one of his rants.
“她就像大家所看到的她，那样生活， "She lived as she looked,
“轻浮而冒险。” "frivolously and with adventure."
我不是轻浮的。 I'm not frivolous.
我才不呢。 I'm not.
在这儿之后，我们要去哪里？ Where should we go from here?
嗯... Well...
当然不会回到那里。 Certainly not back down there.
我明天就走了。 I leave tomorrow.
跟我一起去伦敦吧？ Come with me to London?
你最后一次，在一个地方呆上几个月，是什么时候？ When was the last time you spent longer than a few months in one place?
如果你一直呆在同一个地方，你怎么可能知道，所有的事情呢？ How can you possibly know all there is to know if you stay in the same place all the time?
你从中找到了足够的意义吗？ And you find enough purpose in that?
也许，我还没找到足够有趣的东西，来吸引我。 Well, maybe I haven't found anything interesting enough to keep me around.
有趣的东西，还是有趣的人？ Anything or anyone?
上帝啊。 God.
别跑 Don't run.
那就... Well...
能不能只是你... Would you just...
这个小女人在皮鞋和皮革展上，正在给警察们展示精致的鞋子 This little lady at the Shoe and Leather Fair is showing off dainty footwear for policemen.
但这场表演的严肃的一面，也有一些非常可爱的东西，供你观赏。 But the serious side of the show has some very pretty things for you to look at.
你还可以看看各种鞋子。 And you can look at the shoes too.
从一个极端到另一个极端， Going from one extreme to the other,
希特勒48岁生日的时候， when Hitler has his 48th birthday,
他们大肆炫耀。 they make a show of it in a big way.
事实上，在那里， In fact, over there.
一场成功的生日派对的秘诀，似乎是让几百人参加游行， the recipe for successful birthday parties seems to be something like throw a few hundred men on parade.
并呈现出几十种颜色的旗帜，在微风中飘扬... present a few dozen colours flapping in the breeze...
上帝啊，看看他们。 他们都是白痴。 Jesus, look at them all. They're idiots.
却也很危险。 But dangerous.
他们都被洗脑了。 They're all brainwashed.
并非所有人，都能相信这些玩意儿。 Not everyone can believe this.
他们肯定能看出，他到底是个什么人。 Surely they can see what he is.
但他们没有。你看他们。 But they don't. Look at them.
这可不是在表演。 This is not an act.
对暴政唯一明智的回应，就是绘画。 The only sane response to tyranny is to paint.
去创作。 还有喝酒。 To create. And drink.
- 还有写作！ 还有跳舞！ And write! And dance!
我还是不明白，为什么你们都没有预见到，战争的到来。 I still don't understand how none of you saw it coming.
这一切发生得，是如此缓慢， It happened so slowly,
却又像是，在一夜之间。 yet kind of overnight.
我们一觉醒来，希特勒已是欧洲最有权势的人了。 We woke up one morning and Hitler was the most powerful man in Europe.
即使在发生的时候，也感觉这不是真实的。 Even as it was happening it didn't feel real.
那你们是怎么做的？ So what did you do?
唉... Well...
我继续过我的生活。 I got on with my life.
那时，欧洲已处于战火之中了。 By then, Europe was at war.
但这一切，似乎离伦敦很远。 But it all seemed a long way from London.
罗兰，作为一名艺术家，和有宗教良心的反战者， Roland, as an artist and conscientious objector,
已被雇佣，为战争研制伪装技术。 had been hired to develop camouflage techniques for the war effort.
而我们当时觉得，还算安全。 And we felt safe.
罗兰？ Roland?
亲爱的，你回来了。 Darling, you're back.
天呐。 Holy hell.
该你了。 Your turn.
拜托，让我开始吃晚饭吧。 Please, let me start dinner.
来吧，我有重大进展了。 Come on, I've had a breakthrough.
你答应过的。 我没答应。 You promised. I didn't promise.
我一再强调，从不答应任何事。 I make it a point never to promise anything.
好了啦。 All right.
城里怎么样？ 很可怕。 How was town? Horrible.
我花了很长时间，才找到一辆出租车。 It took forever to find a cab.
你想让我站在哪里？ 就在这儿。 Where do you want me? Right here, please.
- ...一次对墨索里尼的重大打击... ...a considerable blow to Mussolini...
你好了吗？ You ready?
好吧，让我隐形吧。 All right, make me invisible.
如果我能让你隐形，那我就能隐藏任何东西。 If I can make you invisible then I can hide anything.
- ...我们的防空防御态势，造成德国飞机的损失... [OVER RADIO] ...that the loss of German aircraft to anti-aircraft defensive...
快点，我饿死了。 Be quick, I'm starving.
排队太可怕了。 Queues were dreadful.
但我今天找到了点黄油。 But I did find us some butter today.
嗯，哼。 Mm-hmm.
福特纳姆百货商店有辣椒粉供应， And they had chilli powder at Fortnum's,
如果我们非得吃老鼠。 so if we have to eat rats,
至少它是辣味的。 at least they'll be well spiced.
集中精神。 Concentrate.
这很难做到。 That's quite hard to do.
哦，上帝啊。 Oh, God.
哦，天呐！ Oh, Jesus!
嗯？ Hmm?
不要有地域性，奥黛丽。 Don't be territorial, Audrey.
编辑，我考虑了你的意思。 Editorial, I think you mean.
打扰一下，威瑟斯小姐。 Excuse me, Miss Withers.
有个叫李·米勒的，要见你。 There's a Lee Miller to see you.
李.米勒？ The Lee Miller?
她在伦敦做什么？ What's she doing in London?
天呐。一定要让她进来，莫德。 Goodness. Do show her in, Maud.
- 请进吧。 Do come in.
谢谢你。 Thank you.
- 塞西尔·比顿，你好啊。 -好啊，好啊。 - Cecil Beaton, hello. - Well, well.
有什么要说的吗？ Something to say?
我是李·米勒。我听说，你在找适合这项工作的合适人选。 Lee Miller. I hear you're the woman to see about a job.
奥黛丽.威瑟斯。 Audrey Withers.
是的，我就是。请坐下谈吧。 And, yes, I am. Please, do sit down.
谢谢你。 Thank you.
我先说？ May I?
我们不招聘“年长”的模特们。 We don't hire older models.
哦，别生气。 Oh, don't blow a gasket.
我不再是模特了。 哦，天呐。 I'm not a model any more. Oh, dear.
那你到底是什么？ 塞西尔。 So what exactly are you then？ Cecil.
能让我们单独谈谈吗？ Would you give us a moment?
请吧。 Please.
我会回来，收拾这烂摊子的。 I'll be back to fix this disaster.
我为塞西尔向你道歉。 I do apologise for Cecil.
他可能有点... 在捣乱？ He can be a bit of a... Monster?
不。他无法掩饰，他对女人变老的失望。 No. He never could hide his disappointment that women get old.
这是真的。 That's true.
并不是所有时尚界的男士，都这么独特。 And not entirely unique to men in fashion.
但他很有才华，所以我能应付。 But he is irritatingly talented, so I manage.
这是在哪里拍的？ Where was this taken?
那是，呃，在叙利亚。 That's, er, Syria.
呃，我工作室的作品都在这儿。 Erm, my studio work is right here.
呃... Er...
哦，这些真的都很惊艳。 Oh, these really are rather spectacular.
嗯，谢谢你。 Mm, thank you.
但我恐怕，塞西尔是对的。 But Cecil is right, I'm afraid.
我们现在，不招聘模特。 We're not hiring at the moment.
坦白说，发生了这么多事， To be frank, what with all that's going on,
我们不确定，官方他们还会让我们做多久。 we're not sure how much longer they'll let us keep at it.
先让我忙完下期的出版事宜， Let me get through the next issue,
看看情况如何，我们再谈。 see where we stand and we'll talk again.
你觉得，这样如何？ How does that sound?
她没有拒绝。 She didn't say no.
她也没有答应。 She didn't say yes.
你看待问题的角度不对。 You're looking at this the wrong way.
哦，得了吧。你当时又不在场。 Oh, please. You weren't there.
我只想尽我一份力，这有多难？ I just wanna do my part, how hard can it be?
你会找到机会的，亲爱的。 You'll find something, my love.
天啊，他们也太傲慢了。 God, that is so patronising.
亲爱的，我要告诉你一件事。 Darling, I need to tell you something.
什么事？ What?
我听说，巴黎的朋友们都转入地下了。 I've heard that people in Paris are going underground.
你想说什么？ What do you mean?
局势越来越危险了。 It's getting dangerous.
保尔，努什，索朗热，让， Paul, Nusch, Solange, Jean,
他们都会藏起来，躲避纳粹。 they'll all be in hiding from the Nazis.
你那时，为什么不想回巴黎？ Why didn't you go back to Paris?
我不能。不光是“那时”。 I couldn't. Not then.
巴黎被纳粹占领， Paris was occupied by the Nazis,
英国在孤军奋战， and Britain was all alone,
我们完全被切断了联系。 and we were totally cut off.
那你还知道些什么？ So, what else is there to know?
哦,很多。 Oh, plenty.
尽管我的朋友们生活在德国占领区内， And although my friends were living under occupation,
他们甚至，也在做一些事情。 even they were doing something.
保尔和努什加入了抵抗组织。 Paul and Nusch had joined the resistance.
但我当时不知道，也没有办法联系到他们。 But I didn't know that then and I had no way of reaching them.
还有，呃... And, er...
而且那时，每个人都开始尽自己的一份力。 And then everyone started doing their bit.
罗兰大部分晚上，都出去当空袭守卫。 Roland was out most nights being an Air Raid Warden.
我觉得，自己一无是处。 And I felt useless.
我越沮丧，我就越坐卧不宁。 And the more depressed I got, the smaller my ass got.
这通常是相反的。 Which is usually the opposite.
但她最后，给你这份工作了吗？ But did she end up giving you the job?
是啊，她很快就“放下架子”了。 Oh, yeah, she caved pretty quickly.
我想，她意识到和塞西尔·比顿争执，如果身边有个女人，会更有趣。 I think she realised that wrangling Cecil Beaton，would be a lot more fun with another woman around.
塞西尔·比顿... Cecil Beaton...
啊。 Ugh.
大家都没事吧？ 谢天谢地，没事。 Is everyone all right? Mercifully, yes.
奥黛丽在哪儿? Where's Audrey?
在那儿。 There.
其实，并没看上去那么糟。 It's actually not as bad as it looks.
它的结构很牢固。 The structure is sound.
但我们得搬到地下室，呆一段时间。 But we will need to move in the basement for a while.
那我们的工作就“泡汤”了？ Are we out of business?
哦!我不明白，我们为什么要这样沮丧。 Oh! I don't see，why we should be.
我今早跟战时内阁谈过了， I spoke to the Ministry this morning,
我们还有我们的“纸张配给份额”。 and we have our paper ration.
那我就放心了。 我们也有任务。 Well, that's a relief. We also have a mission.
鼓励英国妇女，尽到自己的责任。 To encourage the wome of Britain to do their duty.
我能借用一下这些东西吗？ Might I borrow these for a moment?
当然可以。 谢谢你。 Certainly. Thank you.
莫德，跟我来。 Maud, come with me.
呃，还有你。 Er, and you.
你愿意和我们一起去吗？ 她很积极啊。 Would you care to join us? She's so creative.
把它戴在合适的位置... Just hold it in position...
好的。 ...用这个可笑的带子系紧。 Okay. ...with this ridiculous strap thing.
我什么都看不见了。 一点儿都看不见吗？ I can't see a thing. Can't see a thing?
我看不见。我的天呐。 I can't see. My gosh.
给，这是你的... 就在这里。好了，我们开始了。 Here, this is your... Right here. Right, here we go.
好了！ There!
好了，就是这样。 There, that's it.
噢，天呐。 Oh, goodness.
莫德，你就坐那儿吧。好了，我们要拍啦。 Maud, you can sit right there. All right, here we go.
别在意我身后燃烧的大楼。 Pay no attention to the burning building over my shoulder.
闪击战把房子炸了个底朝天， The Blitz turned houses inside out,
把街道炸了个底儿朝天， streets upside down,
给伦敦人民制造了混乱 and created chaos for the people of London.
但是每个人都在继续，我尽我所能去捕捉它。 But everyone carried on and I did what I could to capture it.
男人们被派去打仗。 Men were sent off to fight.
妻子们留下来照顾她们的孩子。 The wives were left behind caring for their children.
没有这种责任，我们就可以一心一意。 Without that responsibility we were able to be single-minded.
我们夜以继日地工作。 We worked all hours.
一切都只为了，能出下一期杂志。 Anything to get the next issue out.
几个月过去了... The months rolled by...
...炸弹如同雨点般落下。 ...bombs rained down.
它成为日常生活的一部分。 It became part of daily life.
有时候我们会冻得手脚麻木， There were times when we froze our asses off,
但我们只是坚持工作。 but we just kept going.
奥黛丽是一个很棒的老板，我们成为了朋友。 Audrey was a terrific boss and we became friends.
没有什么，比这更重要的了。 There wasn't much more to it than that.
哦，奥黛丽。 Oh, Audrey.
孩子？ Children?
哦，上帝，没有。你呢？ Oh, God, no. You?
哦，上帝，没有。 Oh, God, no.
让我吸一口？ May I?
你那时，没想过要孩子吗？ So you never actually wanted children?
我过去从没想过我会。 Well, I never thought I could.
我从来就不是当母亲的料。 I was never cut out for mothering.
你为什么问一个老太太，那么多问题？ Why are you asking an old woman so many questions?
别这么说，你还没那么老。 噢。 Come on, you're not that old. Oh.
这难道不是，男人的作风吗？ Now, isn't that like a man?
首先，我不像你说的那么年轻，其次，我也不像你想的那么老。 First, I'm not young enough, then I'm not old enough.
我只是想弄明白。 Just trying to understand.
什么？ What?
试图弄明白你。 Trying to understand you.
我那时，豪情万丈。 I was ambitious.
我很擅长独立拍摄。 I was good at shooting on my own.
呃... Er...
也许，该排成队。 Maybe form a line.
根据我的经验， In my experience,
工作伙伴关系，是很难相处的。 working partnerships were tricky.
还有，只能有一个老板。 And there can only be one boss.
晚上好，女士们。 Evening, ladies.
但是《生活》杂志的戴维·谢尔曼出现了。 But then Davy Scherman fromLife Magazine showed up.
你好。 好呀。 Hello. Hiya.
我没想到，会在这里，碰到另一个美国佬。 Not exactly the place I thought I'd find another Yank.
嗯哼。 Uh-huh.
光线有点儿暗。 It's a little bit dark.
我知道。 I know.
要我帮忙吗？ May I?
突然之间，这就不是一场竞争了，我们是一个团队。 Suddenly it wasn't a competition, we were a team.
变得容易相处了。 It felt easy.
向左转一些。 是的，女士。 Left a little. Yes, ma'am.
一起说“布里茨” 布里茨！ Say "Blitz". Blitz!
谢谢你们。 Thank you.
谢谢你。 不客气。 Thank you. You're welcome.
恐怕您只能走到这儿了，女士。 I'm afraid this is as far as you can go, ma'am.
不要，我...我是《时尚》杂志派来的。 No, I... I'm with Vogue Magazine.
听着，她和我是一道的。 Look, she's with me.
超过这一道关卡，你需要军方开具许可。 You need military accreditation beyond this point.
哦，上帝啊。 Oh, God.
出版社是被告知的，女士。 The publications were informed, ma'am.
女记者只有非军事区的采访权。 Only non-military access for women.
请移步到那边的勤杂区吧。 Please make your way over toward the mess block.
这叫啥事啊。 Jeez.
我在那该死的车里，都等几小时了，满以为，他们会对我通融一下呢。 You think they'd let up after I spent hours in that goddamn car.
对不起。 Sorry.
噢。 Oh.
你好。哦，不好意思。 Hello. Oh, excuse me.
我是李·米勒。我为《时尚》杂志工作。 I'm Lee Miller. I work for 〈Vogue〉
哦！安.道格拉斯，航空运输协会。 Oh! Ann Douglas, ATA.
哇，你会飞行。 Wow, you fly.
只在各个基地之间，输送我们的轰炸机。但是... Only ferrying our bombers between bases. But...
是的，我会。 Yes, I do.
介意我给你拍张照片吗？ Would you mind if I took your picture?
噢，没问题。 Oh, no problem.
你的工作，真的，呃... Your work, it really, erm...
它让我们知道，外面在发生什么。 It lets us know what's going on out there.
谢谢你。 Thank you.
让我们都后退，你退到门后。 Let's push you back over here by the door.
这样，再拍一张。 Let's try that.
就这样。 There you go.
看看能不能让你登上杂志。 See if we can get you in the magazine.
哦。这些东西，也会登出吗？ Oh. Does this sort of thing get published?
希望如此。 Hopefully.
您介意把帽子摘下来吗？ Would you mind taking off your hat?
非常好。我们拍了。 Wonderful. Here we go.
好了。 There.
我不想再占用你的时间了。 Don't wanna take any more of your time.
很高兴碰见你。 Pleasure meeting you.
很高兴碰见你，米勒小姐。 Lovely to meet you, Miss Miller.
你还住在那家寒酸的旅馆吗？ Are you still staying in that shitty hotel?
如果我一直把坏运气带回家，就住不了多久了。 Not for long if I keep bringing home broken mirrors.
好吧，欢迎你住在这里。 Mm. Well, you're welcome to stay here.
我们有房间。 你确定？ We have the room. You sure?
罗兰不会介意吧？ And Roland wouldn't mind?
唯一介意我和男人上床的人，就是那些，没和我上过床的男人。 The only people who care about the men I'm sleeping with the men I'm not sleeping with.
出差？ Away?
去哪儿？ Where?
海边。 The coast.
我只需开车几小时，就到了。 I'm only a few hours away.
去多久？ For how long?
我估计，要有一阵子。 A while, I expect.
我们已经准备好了，对吧？ We're getting ready, aren't we?
反攻欧洲大陆。 For the invasion of Europe.
恐怕，我知道的，和你一样多。 Oh, I know as much as you do, I'm afraid.
我会把坦克群，伪装成冰激凌摊的样子， I'll be disguising tanks to look like ice cream kiosks,
但我可没告诉过你。 but I didn't tell you that.
戴维，在他走之前，给我们合张影。 Davy, take our picture before he leaves.
好勒。 Yep.
罗兰：噢。 Aw.
别走。 不会太久的。 Don't go. It won't be long.
别去了。 Stop.
不！不！不！ No. No. No!
不能表现什么柔弱女人的内衣！ Not some poor woman's intimates!
如果李·米勒认为她能... If Lee Miller thinks she can...
这与李.米勒她怎么想的无关，塞西尔。 It's not about what Lee Miller thinks or doesn't think, Cecil.
这关乎表现，我们读者群的责任心。 This is about our duty to our readers.
我们这些，没有管家伺候，没有热水供应的人们，关心的远不止这些。 Those of us without housekeepers or hot water care about a lot more than couture.
这不是《时尚》该有的品位... -这也不是你的品位！ It's not Vogue's place... It's not your place!
这些短裤，将出现在报道标题栏中。谢谢你配合。 The pants stay on the line. Thank you.
李。 Lee.
塞西尔。 Cecil.
我想这就是你们英国人所说的“把内裤扭起来”。 Well, I think that's what you English call getting your knickers in a twist.
只有女人，才看得懂这些。 Only a woman could have taken these.
那就谢谢你了。 Well, thank you.
奥黛丽，听我说。 Audrey, listen to me.
有合适机会，送我上欧洲战场，进行报道。 When the time comes, send me to Europe.
战时内阁已经明确表示，当时机成熟时，我们的职责是... The Ministry has been very clear that when the time comes, our duty will be...
尽我们的一份力。是的，是的，是的。我知道，我知道。 To do our bit. Yes, yes, yes. I know, I know.
但为什么要由男人来决定呢？ But why should the men get to decide what that is?
为什么女性不能上前线？ 为什么? Why can't women go to the frontline? Why?
虽然，我很欣赏你的坚韧，真的，李， As much as I admire your tenacity, and I do, Lee,
但这不行。 it wouldn't work.
没有军方许可，你什么报道，也给编辑部发不回来。 You wouldn't be able to get anything back to us without military sanction.
执拗是无用的。 It's just fruitless.
我很抱歉。 I'm sorry.
再申请一次。 Ask again.
是的。是的。 Yeah. Yeah.
我会去那儿的。 I'll be there.
好了，再见。 All right, so long.
你什么时候出发？ - When do you go?
达科他总在一早起锚。 Dakota leaves in the morning.
你连法语都不会说。 You don't even speak French.
嘿。 Hey.
挪过去一点儿。 Scoot over.
怎么回事？你没事吧？ What's going on? You all right?
这都是屁话。 That's bullshit.
全都在放屁！ It's bullshit!
我知道，这不是你的错。 I know. it's not your fault.
但我应该和你一样，有权利上前线。 But I should have the right to go as much as you do.
你能去的唯一原因，就是你长着俩睾丸。 The only reason you get to go is because you have a set of balls.
李，我还在睡觉呢。 Lee, I was sleeping.
听着，我现在哪儿也不想去。 Look, I don't wanna go anywhere.
和你躺在这张床上，我很开心。 I'm happy right here in this bed with you.
我现在才明白了，真的。 I understand, I really do.
英国人，还有他们那该死的规矩，他们不会送你去的。 The British and their damn rules, they're never gonna send you.
再说了，你是美国人。 Besides, you're an American.
我的天呐。 Holy shit.
天呐！ Holy shit!
没错，我是美国人呀。 That's right, I'm an American.
我是一个美国人。 I'm an American.
你真是个天才，戴维·谢尔曼。 You're a genius, Davy Scherman.
你他妈的，真是个天才！ You're a goddamn, fucking genius!
原来，我一直在搞错了目标。 Turns out, I'd been barking up the wrong tree.
英国人从来没有打算，派女记者去战区。 The British were never going to send a female correspondent to a war zone.
但美国人就不同了。 But the Americans were different.
他们没有被传统所束缚。 They weren't held back by tradition.
你确定要这么做吗？ You're absolutely sure you want to do this?
是的。是的，是的，是的，是的，是的。 Yes. Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.
你会没事吧？ Will you be all right?
希望如此。 Let's hope so.
千万小心。 Do be careful.
求你了。 我会尽量的。 Please. I'll try.
我生性果断。 I was born determined.
我从未感到如此有活力。 And I had never felt so alive.
这一切对我来说，就是一次冒险。 It was all an adventure to me.
我必须去有战斗的地方，那就是欧洲， I had to be where the action was and that was Europe,
我来了。 and I'd arrived.
终于有机会，亲眼目睹战场了。 And finally had a chance to see things for myself.
新闻发布会不允许女性参加。 There's no women allowed in the press briefings.
你在跟我开玩笑吧。 You've gotta be kidding me.
这附近有化妆间吗？ Is there a powder room around here?
敌人训练有素， The enemy is well-trained，
装备精良， well-equipped,
还久经沙场。 and battle-hardened.
我们的空袭，削弱了他们的空中力量，和地面作战能力。 Our air offensive has reduced their strength in the air and their capacity to wage war on the ground.
正如你们所知，我们和我们的盟友， As you may know, we, along with our allies,
在过去的几周里增加了对德国的轰炸目标。 have increased the target bombing over Germany over the course of the past few weeks.
现在，你们每个人，将被分配到特定的部队中， Now, you will each be assigned to specific units
我们将继续对法国的地面进攻，施加压力。 as we continue to put the pressure on the ground attack here in France.
外面，打得很热闹。 It's pretty lively out there.
小心你的背后，你的正面。 Watch your backs, your fronts.
眼睛要看好了路。 Eyes on the road.
解散。 Dismissed.
你！ You!
你一定是李·米勒吧？ Well, you must be Lee Miller?
这是战区，上校。 Well, it's a war zone, Colonel.
叫我李就行了。 Just Lee is fine.
那好，“叫我李”，新闻发布会上，不能有女性出现。 Well, "Just Lee", there's no women in the press briefings.
我想，你已经收到指示了。 I assume you received the instruction.
- 我想我听错了。 I guess I didn't hear correctly.
你现在能听我话吗？ Can you hear me now?
是的，长官。 Yes, sir.
我们不会派女人去打仗的。 We don't send women to combat.
这是个问题，因为我在这里。 Well, that's a problem because I'm here.
就是说... Which means...
就是说，我必须管你。 Which means , I have to deal with you.
跟我来。 Follow me.
这些医生每天要做100多个手术。 These doctors perform over 100 procedures per day.
每天。 Every day.
不要动。 Just hold still.
对不起了。 Excusez-moi.
我们这里需要一些剪刀。 We need some scissors here.
上帝啊！给我照点亮！ Jesus Christ! Light!
我这边需要照亮。 I need a light over here.
来了，来了，来了。 照在这儿。 Here. Here, here. Over here with that.
照亮！ - 噢。 - Lights! -Oh.
快到这儿来。 Come here.
连我都不敢看下去了... Even when I wantedto look away...
我知道，我受不了。 I knew I couldn't.
罗兰每周都写信给我，求我回家。 Roland wrote to me every week begging me to come home.
他不明白，我为什么要去那里。 He didn't understand why I wanted to be there.
有时，连我自己也不明白。 There were moments when I didn't either.
我可以吗？ -当然。 May I? - Of course.
我们还得继续进行。 We have to keep going.
嘿。 Hey.
我在这儿见过你。 I've seen you here.
你是谁？ Who are you?
我是李。 I'm Lee.
我是《时尚》杂志的。 是吗？ - I'm with Vogue Magazine. Yeah?
你在找模特？ You scouting for models?
我不需要了，找到你就行了。 I don't need to, found you.
你叫什么名字？ What's your name?
科特。 Kurt.
你的眼睛真美，科特。 You have beautiful eyes, Kurt.
我眼睛长得像我妈。 I've got my mom's eyes.
幸运的孩子。 Lucky boy.
他们说我要回家了。 They tell me I'm going home.
嘿， Hey,
你能帮我拍张照吗？ can you take my picture?
当我回到家，恢复英俊面容时，我想让我的女孩看到，我曾经有多勇敢。 When I get home and all handsome I want my girl to see how brave I was.
当然了。 Of course.
米勒。 Miller.
你能确保，它们会冲洗印刷出来吗？ Will you make sure they print that?
我保证。 I promise.
拿上你的装备箱。你要去圣马洛。 Grab your kit. You're going to Saint-Malo.
你可以搭民政事务局的车。 You can hitch a ride with Civil Affairs.
真的？ Really?
写好你自己的讣告，在你离开之前，发给你的编辑。 Write your own obituary and send it to your editor before you leave.
这是标准惯例。 Standard practice.
不用太激动。小镇局势已经平静了。 Don't get excited. Town's pacified.
该死的！从这儿出来！快出来！ Goddamn it! Get out of here! Move!
什么？ What?
嘿！我们不能停，快走。 Hey! We have to move, come on.
你在这里做什么？ What the hell are you doing here?
他们刚说，局势已经平静了。 They just said it was pacified.
不,不。你不能在这里，女士。 No, no. You can't be here, lady.
呆在那里！ Stay there!
我们走！都看着我！ Let's go! Eyes on me!
查理三号！ Charlie Three!
这里是贝克15号。 This is Baker One-Five.
仍然受到敌人阵地的猛烈攻击。完毕！ Still receiving heavy fire from enemy position. Over!
坐标... Coordinates...
坐标325... Coordinates 325...
364。 364。完毕。 364. 364. Over.
别介意我。 Don't mind me.
向上100，向左200。 Up 100, left 200.
要我，就会远离那扇窗户，老兄。 I'd stay away from that window, Mac.
他们有狙击手。 They've got snipers.
那又是什么鬼东西？ What the fuck was that?
上帝啊，又是你？ 是你叫我，呆在这儿的。 - Jesus Christ, you again? You said to stay here.
快下楼去。快！ 不，等一下。 - Downstairs now. Now! No, wait.
如果你想帮忙，地窖里有一群法国女人。 You wanna be useful, there's a bunch of French women in the cellar.
听好了，伙计... -去下面，给我找个会说英语的人。上帝! Listen, buddy... Find me one, that speaks English. God!
就是她！她就在那里！ She's the one ! She's the one there!
闭嘴！ shut up!
我还没说完！ I am not done!
你想让我闭嘴？ You want metp shut up?
她一直在说，她告诉德国人一切。 She's been talking, telling the Gremans everything.
住嘴。 Stop!
住嘴，夫人，你说够了。 Stop Madame,that's enough.
管好你的舌头。 Hold your tongue.
别再嚼舌了。 Hold your tongue.
姑娘，你没事吧？ Mademoiselle, are you alright?
告诉我，到底发生了什么？我不是士兵。 Tell me what happened,I'm not a soldier.
看到了吗？ See?
他和其他德国兵不一样，我敢发誓。 He wasn't like the others, I swear
他是善良人。 He was kind.
他说过，他爱我。 He said he loved me.
我现在很害怕。 And now I'm scared.
我不是通敌者，我发誓，我不是。 I'm not a collaborator,
我发誓，我不是。 I swear I'm not.
他对我说过，他爱我。 He told me he love me.
是的，亲爱的，他们都这么说。 Yeah, honey, that's what they all say.
他们都用同一谎言骗人，这不是你的错。 They all say the same things, it's not you fault.
不是你的错。
擦干你的眼泪。
- 你搞清楚了什么？
What you got?
那个刁蛮的老妖婆说，她的邻居向德国人透露了，你们的夜间空降行动。
That evil witch says her neighbour's
been tipping off the Germans about your night drops.
那个金发女郎吗？ And the blonde?
她只是个被人利用的女孩。 She's just a girl who got taken advantage of.
肯定是她干的。 Sure she did.
你说什么？ What did you say?
他们都这么说。 That's what they all say.
列兵。 你怎敢这样？ Private. How dare you?
究竟想干什么？ What the hell?
他们打出白旗啦！ They put up the white flag!
你真混蛋。 Asshole.
希特勒万岁。 Heil Hitler.
该死。 Fuck.
我要跟谁挤一张床，才能在这里吃到晚饭？ Who do I have to sleep with to get some dinner around here?
到时，你就知道了。 About fucking time.
别太激动，但是… Not to be sentimental but...
我很高兴，你还没死。 I am glad you're not dead.
很高兴见到你。 Good to see you.
来吧。 Come on.
那就... So...
你没事吧？ Are you all right?
是的。 Yeah.
是的，我没事。 Yeah, I'm fine.
- 这该死的空白页。 This goddamn blank page.
这话说得就像，一个真正的作家。 Spoken like a true writer.
我想表达善良。 I want it to be good.
我也想表达真实，但我... I want it to be true, but I...
我还是想表达善良。 I want it to be good.
真实部分，是你首先要考虑的。 Worry about the true part first.
随后再表达善良。 Make it good later.
我很高兴见到你。 是啊，我也很高兴。 I'm happy to see you. Yeah, you, too.
是凝固汽油弹，对吧？ It was napalm, wasn't it?
我们很久以后，才知道，那玩意儿是凝固汽油弹。 Well, we didn't know it was napalm until much later.
奥黛丽始终不明白，为什么审查员拒绝出版这张照片。 Audrey couldn't figure out why the censors refused to print it.
从没谢过她。 Never thanked her.
为了什么谢她？ For what?
嗯... Well...
为了她的努力。 For trying.
写着什么？ What's that?
一首诗。 It's a poem.
保尔.艾吕雅写的。 By Paul Eluard.
他是谁？ Who's he?
他是...他... He's... He...
他是我的朋友。
He's my friend.
“在我的课本里。 "On my school books.
“在我的书桌上。 "On my desk.
“还在树丛中。 "And on the trees.
“在沙滩上。 "On the sand.
“在雪地上。 "On the snow.
“我写下了你的名字。” "I write your name."
让一下。 [IN ENGLISH] Excuse me.
阿莱兹！ Allez!
让一下。 Excuse me.
- 他们在说什么？ What're they saying?
说她是个娼妓。 That she's a whore.
一个肮脏，通敌的妓女。 A dirty, collaborating whore.
没人能告诉你，那是什么感觉。 No one can tell you what it feels like.
羞耻。 Shame.
有不同种类的伤口。 There are different kinds of wounds.
不只是你能看到的。 Not just the ones you can see.
解放。 Liberation.
这个世界充满了欢乐。 The word was as joyous as it felt.
人们在庆祝。 People celebrated.
但巴黎只是一个城市。 But Paris was just one city.
战争在整个欧洲，继续进行。 The war continued across Europe.
战斗远未结束。 The fighting was far from over.
对我来说，一切刚刚开始。 And for me, well, things were just getting going.
大卫·谢尔曼和李·米勒。 David Scherman and Lee Miller.
有寄给李·米勒的包裹吗？ Any packages for Lee Miller?
多谢了。 Merci.
嗯哼。 Mm-hmm.
又一个爱的隐喻？ Another loving metaphor?
-嗯，哈。 - Mm. Hmm.
哦！上帝保佑你，奥黛丽·威瑟斯。 Oh! God bless you, Audrey Withers.
如果我们要出去，我要先刮胡子吗？ If we're heading out , do I get to shave first?
没关系。我就是，呃... That's all right. I'm, er...
我要去见一个朋友。 I need to see a friend.
我不会太久的。 好的。 I won't be long. All right.
放松。来吧。脱掉它。 Relax. Come on. Take it off.
不要。 你就是想要这个。 No. You wanted this.
不要。 No.
来吧。 [IN ENGLISH] Come on.
住手。别这样。 Stop. Please.
不要。 No.
不要。 这就是你想的。 No. -This is what you want.
别出声。闭嘴...嘘！ [IN ENGLISH] Just shut up. Shut... Shh!
不！ 闭嘴。 No! Shut up.
你这个混蛋，真该死！ 什么？ You fuck, fuck! What?
放开她！ 放开我。 Get off of her! Get off of me.
疯婊子。 放开她。 Crazy bitch. Get away from her.
混蛋，离她远点！ 天呐。 Fucker, leave her alone! Jesus Christ.
混蛋！ Asshole!
天呐。 Jesus Christ.
你觉得，她们会更感激你吧。 You they'd be more grateful.
从这儿滚开。 Get outta here.
从这儿滚开！滚啊！ Get outta here! Go on!
愚蠢的婊子。 Dumb bitch.
该死... Fucking...
你还好吧？ Are you all right?
给。 Here.
下次... Next time...
就骟了他！ cut it off!
对不起，夫人。 Excuse me, madame.
对不起，夫人 Excuse me, madame.
我在找一个曾经住在这里的人。 I'm looking for someone who lived here.
夫人。 Madame.
索朗热？ Solange?
李。 Lee.
噢，索朗热！ Oh, Solange!
索朗热。 Solange.
噢！ Oh!
我的天啊。你瘦得皮包骨头了。 Oh, my God. You're skin and bones.
你冻坏了。 You're freezing.
是的。 Yes.
坐下。 Sit.
来坐下。坐。 Come sit. Sit.
索朗热... Solange...
他们走了。 They're gone.
每个人都走了。 Everyone's gone.
我儿子也走了。 My son's gone.
他试图到达巴黎郊外， He was trying to reach the outskirts of Paris
迎接美国兵。 to welcome the Americans.
我们现在来了。 We're here now.
一切都会好起来的。 Everything will be all right.
他们枪杀了他。 They shot him.
那帮德国兵。 什么？ The Germans. What?
让曾要他答应，不参加抵抗运动。 Jean made him promise not to join the resistance.
但我... But I...
他父亲被带走后，我无法阻止他。 I could not stop him after they took his father away.
他们把让抓走了？ 是的。 They took Jean away? Yes.
他们把他，带到哪里去了? Where did they take him?
他们放了我后，我就去找他了。 I looked for him after they released me.
从哪放了你... Released you from...
从...从哪里，索朗热？ 我不明白。 From... From where, Solange? I don't understand.
你必须问这些问题，因为你不在这里。 You have to ask these questions because you weren't here.
所以，你不知道。 So you don't know.
是的。 No.
跟我回旅馆吧。 Come back to the hotel with me.
如果让回来，找不到我怎么办？ What if Jean comes back and he can't find me?
如果他回来的时候，这里一团糟怎么办？ What if he comes back and there's this mess?
请跟我来。 Please come with me.
我保证会照顾好你的。 I promise I'll take care of you.
保证。 Promise.
不要许下做不到的承诺。 Don't make promises you can't keep.
戴维！ Davy!
- - 噢。 Oh.
戴维！ Davy!
戴维.谢尔曼！ Davy Scherman!
李，你在干什么？ Lee, what are you doing?
他们锁门了...? Did they lock...
他们锁门了吗？ Did they lock the door?
下来。 Come on.
好吧，好吧。 All right, all right.
你去哪儿了？到底发生了什么？ Where'd you go? What the hell happened?
给，喝了它。 Here, drink this.
好了。没事了。 Okay. All right.
你是个好人，戴维 You're a good guy, Davy.
你是好人之一。 You're one of the good ones.
是的。我没事。 Yeah. I'm all right.
非常糟糕的事情，确实在发生。 Really bad things do happen.
你知道吗？ You know?
糟糕的事情，确实在某些女孩身上发生了。 Bad things do happen to some of us girls.
李... Lee...
李，亲爱的，你这话是什么意思？ Lee, honey, what do you mean by that?
你知道吗？ You know what?
我们以后再谈。 We'll talk about it later.
我带你去睡觉，好吗？ Let's get you to bed, okay?
躺下。 - Lean back.
这就对了。这就对了。 There you go. There you go.
没事的。 It's all right.
我想可以肯定地说，你已经掌握了窍门。 Well, I think it's safe to say you're getting the hang of this.
- 你认为呢？ You think?
写得真好。 哦。 It's damn good. Oh.
“藉着这个词的力量 "And by the power of the word
“我又开始了我的生命。 "I start my life again.
”我生来就知道你。 “用你来命名。” "I am born to know you. "To name you."
自由。 Liberte!
Oh.
我把我头盔给了她。 I gave her my helmet.
她居然在里面撒尿。 She pissed in it.
还倒出了窗外。我实在看不下去了。 Emptied it out the window. I'm trying not to look.
最起码，也得拿酒精消下毒吧。 You know, disinfects it with hooch.
紧接着，她直接还给了我。 And then hands it straight back to me.
这就是戴维，他又把它戴到了头上。 And being Davy, he put it right back on his head.
是的。 Yep.
这就对了。 That's right.
男人总在李身边做傻事。 Men usually do idiotic things around our Lee.
感觉是... It feels...
感觉到了，笑声变得陌生了。 It feels strange to laugh.
我们在躲藏时，永远都笑不出声。 We could never laugh in hiding.
我们连大气儿都不敢喘。 We could barely breathe.
巴黎就像个缺了一半牙齿的微笑。 Paris is like a smile where half the teeth are missing.
我遇见了索朗热。 I saw Solange.
他们把她关在监狱里三个月。 They kept her in prison for three months.
我们不知道在哪里。 We didn't know where.
我们不知道她是否还活着。 We didn't know if she was alive.
然后，有一天，她回来了。 And then one day she was back.
他们为什么带走她？ 谁知道呢。 Why did they take her? Who knows.
邪恶的纳粹逻辑。 Evil Nazi logic.
让到底是怎么了？ And what's happened to Jean?
你... Do...
你知道什么吗？ 不知道。 Do you know anything? No.
我们真的... We just...
我们真的不知道。每个人都在找某个人，但没有人知道答案。 We just don't know. Everyone's looking for someone but none of us have any answers.
他们是该死的野蛮人。 They're fucking barbarians.
而且，不仅仅是犹太人。 And it's not just Jews.
艺术家。共产主义者。同性恋者。 Artists. Communists. Homosexuals.
黑人，吉普赛人。 Black people. Gypsies.
有自己观点的任何人。 Anyone with an opinion.
任何不符合他们理想的人。 Anyone who didn't fit their ideals.
他们就这样消失了。而且没有任何警告。 They just disappeared. And with no warning.
我们只知道，他们把他们推上了火车。 All we know is they pushed them onto trains.
甚至老太婆。 Old women.
小孩子。 Tiny children.
当他们上了那些火车， And when they go off on those trains,
他们不会再回来了。 they don't come back.
他们会被带到哪里去呢？ Where do they take them?
他们就是这样走了。 They're just gone.
太多的人就这样走了。 So many people are gone.
人不会凭空消失的。 People don't just disappear.
我早就说过了。 我不...我不知道。 Je sais pas.I don't... I don't know.
他们知道。 They do.
嗯。 Mm.
是的。是的！ Yes. Yes!
奥黛丽.威瑟斯。 Audrey Withers.
谢谢你的爱心包裹。 Thanks for the care package.
李！解放后的快乐巴黎，都变成什么样了？ [OVER PHONE] Lee! How's liberation of gay Paris?
他们说，这是不可思议的。 They say it's marvellous.
这一定是个大派对。 It must just be one big party.
我们都提心吊胆地，想听你要说什么， We're all on tenterhooks to hear what you have to say,
当然。 of course.
我们其实是在庆祝。 We're actually celebrating here.
莫德的妈妈做了一个蛋糕。 Maud's mother's made a cake.
你跟罗兰谈过了吗？他过得怎么样？ Have you spoken to Roland? How's he getting along?
李？ Lee?
你在那儿吗？ Are you there?
新闻里有关于失踪人口的报道吗？ Have there been any reports of missing people in the news?
失踪？ Missing?
我不明白。 - I don't understand.
有成千上万的人都失踪了。 Thousands and thousands of missing people.
呃，你有什么消息？ Erm, anything?
对不起，不是很清楚。失踪的是谁? Sorry, it's not very clear. Who's missing?
这还没完呢。 我知道。 It's not over at all. I know.
但是等到下一期出版的时候，我相信会有更多的好消息。 But by the time the next issue goes to print,I'm sure there'll be more good news.
呃... Erm...
我得挂电话了。 I've gotta go.
怎么... - What...
一定...一定要小心... Do... Do be careful...
什么事？ What?
看看谁来了。 Look what the cat dragged in.
哦，天呐！ Oh, God!
你没事吧？ Are you all right?
嗯哼。 Mm-hmm.
我觉得你应该回家。 I think you should come home.
我不能就这么回家，罗兰 I can't just come home, Roland.
我非常想念你。 I've missed you terribly.
这一切很快就会结束。 This'll all be over soon.
我觉得，你现在得让我来照顾你了。 I think you've got to let me look after you now.
照顾我？ Look after me?
哦，上帝。 Oh, Jesus Christ.
怎么了？这就是你来的原因吗？ What's the matter? Is that why you're here?
送我回家？ To escort me home?
不。不。 No. No.
一切都改变了。现在一切都不同了。 Everything's changed. It's all different now.
我没变。 I'm the same.
你也没变。 You're the same.
一切都会恢复正常 Everything will be back to normal,
一切都会好起来的。 it'll all be better.
恢复正常？ Normal?
你想让我回家，只是为了让你对在战争中粉刷那些该死的棚屋，感觉好点。 You only want me home so you can feel better about spending the war painting some fucking sheds.
没必要这么残忍。 There's no need to be cruel.
你在说什么？ 请小声点。 What are you talking about? Please keep your voice down.
人们都失踪了。我们的朋友们。 People are missing. Our friends.
我不能就这样回家，坐着不动，什么都不做。 I can't just come home, sit still, and do nothing.
李。 Lee.
我没得选。 不是这样的。 I don't have a choice. That's not true.
你他妈听到，我刚才说的话了吗？ Have you heard a goddamn word I just said?
是的，我听到了。 Yes, I have.
我只是担心你。 I'm just worried about you.
那就别这样。 Well, don't.
可我爱你啊。 And I love you.
回家吧。 Come home.
求你了。 Please.
我也爱你。 I love you, too.
罗兰认为我应该... Roland thinks I should...
“罗兰认为”这句话，我现在可不想听你说完。 "Roland thinks" is not really a sentence
我现在想听听结束了。 I'd like to hear finished right now.
我要去前线。 I'm heading to the front.
准备走了吗？ Ready to go?
我没想到你会这么说。 That's not what I thought you were gonna say.
我为什么不直接回家？ Why didn't I just go home?
我想，我可以这样做的。 I guess I could have.
但我总是在舞会曲终人散时，最后的那个人。 But I've always been the last to leave the party.
你想喝点儿吗？ You want some?
每个人都在喝它们。 Everybody's taking them.
这会让人放松。 Takes the edge off.
我很好，谢谢。 I'm all right, thanks.
随你的便。 Suit yourself.
哦，上帝。 Oh, God.
我全身都痛。 My entire body hurts.
啊！ Ugh!
我们开了几个月的车。 We drove for months.
好几个星期，都没洗澡了。 Didn't wash for weeks.
在糟糕的地方走了五百英里。 Five hundred miles into the worst of it all.
上校。 米勒。 Colonel. Miller.
自杀协定。 Suicide pacts.
我们到处都能找到它们。 We're finding them everywhere.
全家吞下氰化物。 Whole families swallowing cyanide.
我们是第一个来的吗？ We the first ones here?
你们是的。 Yes, you are.
谢谢。 Thanks.
一个人的眼睛里，充满了生命。 There's so much life in a person's eyes.
直到那一刻，就没有了。 Right up until the moment that there isn't.
这不再是我听说过，或想像过的事情。 It was no longer something I'd heard about or imagined.
这是真实的。 It was real.
好了，这就够了。 Okay, that's far enough.
一旦你看到了它... Once you've seen it...
...你就永远不会忘记它了。 ...you can never unsee it.
没有生命迹象了，长官。 No sign of life, sir.
没有生命迹象。 No sign of life.
没有生命迹象，长官。 No sign of life, sir.
哦，我的上帝。 Oh, my God.
戴维。 什么？ Davy. Yeah?
戴维，拉我一把。 Davy, give me a leg up.
好了。 All right.
好的。 Okay.
没事了。 It's all right.
看到了吗？ See?
我不会伤害你们的。 I'm not gonna hurt you.
我不会伤害你的。 I'm not gonna hurt you.
上帝啊。 Jesus Christ.
那是什么？ What?
戴维。 Davy.
打光。 And go.
好了，我们走吧。 All right, let's go.
拍到了？ Got it?
是的。 Yeah.
好吧，走吧。是的。 Okay, come on. Yeah.
戴维，慢点。慢下来。 Davy, slow down. Slow down.
是这样吗？ Is this it?
是的，左边。左边。 Yeah, left. Left.
摄政王广场，就是这里。 Prinzregentenplatz, yeah.
你好，我们是记者。 这里禁止入内。 Hiya, press. This place is off limits.
只允许军官进入。 Officers only.
抽根烟吧？ 谢谢你。 Cigarette? Thank you.
外面有点冷，是吧？ 当然了。 It's kinda chilly out, huh? Sure is.
我是李.米勒。 I'm Lee Miller.
这是我的朋友，大卫·谢尔曼。 This is my friend David Scherman.
我们想进去 We'd love to step inside
呆一会儿，如果你能... for a few moments if...
那就太好了。 that would be all right.
谢谢你。 Thank you.
晚上好。 女士 Good evening. Ma'am.
你们有什么要求吗？ You guys got any requests?
欢迎来到希特勒的寒舍。 Welcome to Hitler's humble abode.
谢谢。 Thanks.
抽烟吗？ 哦。谢谢你。 Cigarette? Oh. Thank you.
谢谢你。很荣幸，为您服务。 Thank you. Pleasure.
嗨. 嗨。 Hi. Hi.
戴维。 Davy.
该死。 Fuck.
你先请。 After you.
嘿，戴维，这里有热水。 Hey, Davy, it's hot.
戴维。 Davy.
到这儿来。 Come here.
什么? 快点，快点。我需要你。 What? Come on, quick. I need you.
为了什么？ For what?
这样好吗？ 锁了。 Is it good? Locked.
好了。 All right.
可以了。 All right.
在这儿？ Here?
是的。 Yeah.
好了吗？ 是的。你呢？ Ready? Yeah. You?
哦。真热! 擦一下那镜框。 Oh. Hot! Wipe off the frame.
好了。 该死的玩意儿。 Yeah. Fucking thing.
等一下。 Wait.
上帝啊！ Jesus Christ!
都照上了？ Is that in?
看一下。 -没问题，全都能照上。准备了。 Just check. All right, it's in. Come on.
别让你看到我的奶子， Make sure you can't see my tits,
我们不可能通过审查的。 we'll never get it past the censor.
拍吧。 Go.
戴维？ Davy?
我...我不知... I... I don't know...
所有的那些人。 All those people.
他们都是我的族人。 They were all my people.
我们到他公寓的时候，希特勒和爱娃·布劳恩已经死了。 Hitler and Eva Braun were dead by the time we were in his apartment.
他们在柏林自杀了。 They'd committed suicide in Berlin.
但我们当时还不知道。 But we didn't know that.
这改变了你的感受吗？ Did that change how you felt?
在元首的浴缸里洗澡？ Washing in Der Fuhrer's bathtub?
你到底是怎么做的？ What on earth made you do that?
你认为这做错了吗？ You think it was wrong?
我觉得，这听起来很像你。 I think it sounds like you.
什么意思？ 表现出冲动。 What does that mean? Being impulsive.
不考虑后果或表象的。 Not thinking about the consequences or appearances.
我为什么要在乎表象？ Why the hell should I care about appearances?
你为什么不回答一些该死的问题呢？ Why don't you answer some goddamn questions, hmm?
好吧。 Fine.
跟我说说你的母亲吧。 Tell me about your mother.
你想让我说什么？ What do you want me to say?
由你来决定。 Up to you.
我这辈子都认为 I spent my entire life
问题出在我身上。 thinking that I was the problem.
我的存在本身，就是问题所在。 My mere existence was the problem.
我花了很长时间才意识到，那不是我。是她。 Took me a long time to realise it wasn't me. It was her.
我觉得，她把她生活中的所有问题，都怪在我身上。 I felt like she blamed me for everything that went wrong in her life.
还有... And...
这让我觉得，是我毁了她的一切。 And that made me feel like I ruined everything for her.
你真的这么想吗？ That's really what you think?
你还有别的解释吗？ Do you have another explanation?
那太令人失望了。 That's disappointing.
停车。 Stop.
上帝啊。 Jesus Christ.
我想它在这儿。 I think it's here.
它们在哪儿？ Where are they?
我拍的照片呢？ 它们不在那儿吗？ Where are my pictures? Are they not there?
让我来找。 不，它们不在这里！ Let me look. No, they're not fucking here!
李?你好，我能帮你吗？ Lee? Hello, can I help you?
你是...你在找什么特别的东西吗？ Are... Are you looking for something in particular?
呃... Er...
我能...我能帮你吗？ Can I... Can I help?
它们在哪里？嗯? Where are they? Huh?
噢，天呐！ Oh, goodness!
住手！住手！求你了，你不能这样。 Stop! Stop! Please, you mustn't.
这些是我的。 These are mine.
我拿走了。我来决定，它们的命运。 I took them. I decide what happens to them.
李！ Lee!
住手！住手！ 停下！停下，停下！ Stop! Stop! Stop, stop, stop!
停下，它们是历史记录。 Stop, they're an historical record.
谁在乎呢？又没有人看见它们！ Well, who cares? Nobody saw them!
你们也不把它们印出来。 You didn't print them.
我为它们力争过，李。我为它们而争吵！ I fought for them, Lee. I fought for them!
该死！ 这些必须保存。 Fuck! These must be preserved.
为了什么? 就这样呆在文件柜里吗？ For what? To just sit in a filing cabinet?
战时内阁认为，它们可能会扰乱人们的思想。 The Ministry thought they may disturb people.
他妈的！这些是发生的事！ Fuck! This happened!
这是真实发生的。 李。李! This really happened. Lee. Lee!
是由这种事。 李，李。 This happened. Lee, Lee.
这些图片，会让人们更加不安。 These images will disturb people
比他们已经受到的干扰还要多 more than they've already been disturbed.
人们需要继续前进。 People need to move on.
前进？继续前进？ Move on? Move on?
好吧。这个小女孩，在死亡集中营里，被强奸和殴打！ All right. This little girl, in a death camp,
遭到强奸和殴打 raped and beaten!
你让她如何前进？她怎么前进？ How does she move on? How does she move on?
曾经，曾经。 Ever. Ever.
曾经。 Ever.
我只是想… I just wanna...
我已经把他们送到纽约了。 I've sent them to New York.
我希望美国《Vogue》杂志能刊登这些照片。 And I'm hoping that American Vogue will publish them.
我真的为之力争过。 李。我力争过。 I'm really trying, Lee. I'm really trying.
力争得还不够。 Not hard enough.
你力争得还不够。 You're not trying hard enough.
我知道，你认为是我，让你失望了。 I know you think I've let you down.
我希望 And I wish
在你毁掉它们之前，让我解释一下。 that you'd let me explain before you started destroying them.
我很抱歉。 I'm sorry.
我母亲身体不舒服， My mother was unwell
当时我才七岁。 when I was seven years old.
所以我被送到 So I was sent to stay with
家人朋友家，直到她好转。 family friends until she got better.
他们都是好人。 They were nice people.
他们对我很好。 They were good to me.
但是有另外一个男人，来拜访。 But there was another man who came to visit.
他有一头黑发。 He had dark hair.
他在家里照顾我，当… He took care of me at the house when the...
一天，一家人进城去了。 The family went into town one day.
他把我带进卧室 He took me into the bedroom
对我说， and told me,
躺下来。 Lie down.
然后他... And he...
他... He...
我妈妈说，我永远不能把这事说出去。 My mother said I should never tell.
她那时... She was...
她是如此地感到羞愧。 She was so ashamed.
所以，我就从来没有，说出来过。 So I've never told.
哦，我很抱歉。 Oh, I'm so sorry.
这真是无法想像。 It's unthinkable.
但这种事情，总是在发生。 But it happens all the time.
他们就这样，逍遥法外了。 And they just get away with it.
这是一缕... This is a...
一缕头发... lock of hair
来自你第一次剪头发时。 from your first haircut.
这是我读给你听的第一本书。 This is the first book I ever read to you.
这是你画的第一张画。 This is the first picture you ever drew.
这是我给你和你父亲拍的第一张照片。 This is the first picture I ever took of you and your father.
我知道，我犯了错误。 I know I made mistakes.
我知道，我可能不是个好母亲，托尼。 And I know I may not have been a good mother, Tony.
但我真的尽力了。 But I really tried.
你怎么一点儿，都不告诉我？ Why didn't you tell me about any of this?
我要是知道，就好了。 I wish I'd known.
李.米勒在1977年，病逝于法莱农舍。
安东尼从来不知道他母亲在战争期间做了什么。她死后，他在阁楼上发现了李的那些照片。
今天，李·米勒被认为是我们这个时代最伟大的战地记者之一。 她拍摄的集中营照片是大屠杀中最重要的照片之一。
李去世后不久，他的家人就建立了李·米勒档案馆。罗兰于1984年去世。 从那时起，安东尼和李的孙女，艾米，就把他们的生命奉献给了继承李的遗产。
战后，戴维回到纽约，重新加入《生活》杂志，成为任职时间最长的员工。 他和罗兰和李一直是亲密的朋友，直到生命的最后。
奥黛丽于2001年去世，享年96岁。她总是后悔没有在英国《Vogue》 杂志上刊登李的照片。然而，她的确把它们寄给了美国《Vogue》杂志， 他们在1945年6月刊登了这些照片，并把报道起名为“相信它”。
1946年，战争结束一年后，40岁的努什中风去世。保尔心碎了， 他用笔名给她写了最后几首诗，因为“她的死，也杀死了保尔.艾略特”。
本片根据《李.米勒的一生》拍摄，作者安东尼.彭罗斯。 由“泰晤士及哈德逊”出版社出版。